Emmzy's Blog
Lost inthis Forever now
July 23, 2007
Tell me what you think (and be honest!!) lol thanks!
Lost in this forever now
Condoned to some place unknown
My head so sick, filled with doubt
My heart lost in insecurities, cold and alone
Im not who you think i am
Im not as contemp for you as i may seem
No, its true i do hate you
but im not going to let it ruin me
Im not sure how tofeel anymore
There is hope on my face, Doubt in my mind
Confused alone, so cold
My peace of mind i can not find
But even through this one thing remains certain
You will no longer controle my emotions or pain
Im not here for your pleasure to any furthur extent
I realize now its my life i casually lent
Im departed now from you
But im still filled with this sorrowfull doubt
Vanished into teh ever present darkness
No, im no longer here for your selfish righteousness!!